combined service? I hate to sit on the floor and how the air conditioner seems like it dosen't work. But I enjoy sermons because I suck in everything during the service, literally. Ooooh grandma's birthday too, finally 70! Ok tmr's fund-raising.

I don't see the point of getting angry or losing my temper. But Honestly I hate how resolving, talking things out and how reconcilation always leaves things hanging sour. why should there be things left hanging sour anyway? What's the point of bothering so much if you knew the outcome cannot be changed? I've learnt many things along the way of many misfortunate events. Next time I won't help to put people together or bond others or bother to advice. I just won't bother and I'll just live in my own world and pretend I know nuts. Well I admit I'm a tough challenge, or tough nut to crack. But at least I've broke some barriers right? Though I'm not God's finished and complete product, I'm half way there. But the point is, at least I'm half way there and better than where I first started. Nobody ever listens or belives in what I say. But I think It dosen't matter. I can go on like this for ages, probably my whole life and people with great or high authority will never belive me. But who cares, I don't have to prove myself for anything I've said or done right? the bottom line is, Its not important how others see me or judge me since last time till now and to the future.  

Check out the list I painstakently did

After a non-hectic morning and afternoon of fund-raising in church, I finally get to use the computer to revive my xanga and at the same time, sip earl grey tea in the heat of the afternoon weather. Well, I'm so sorry that I haven't been as active as I use to be filling my xanga up with cool and interesting pictures that come along with short sweet posts or lengthy ones. I just don't have the time

Besides, I'm leaving spore for Hk from the 6th-10th of Dec. So expect that It's more hiatus again from me.